My Heart Hurts [Eto]

Eto had spent the evening before speaking with Amy and her wraith friend Nuko. Offering the oddly titled prince the explanations she was expecting and accepting the golden eyed Gangrel's sage advice and music.

It had been a busy couple of evenings, but he had thought of her often. Wondering what his Devil companion had been up too since she'd left the Manor in such a huff. It didn't take him long to zero in on the portal to Don's little room, nor did it take long for his delicate form to materialize there, a soft sort of smile on his face.

"Hey." He called out softly, seeing the little devil curled up on her bed. Concern replaced the soft smile on his face as he made his way over towards her,wrapping an arm around her if she'd let him. "What's goin' on Don?" He asked quietly, running his fingers through her hair tenderly.

"Sorry it took so long, I had to talk to Amy first. I didn't want to share anyone's secrets with anyone else." He continued to caress her hair, letting the other hand move up and down her back. "Are you okay? I've never seen you like this before." He smiles just a bit placing a kiss on her shoulder.

Eto genuinely wished to comfort his fiery companion, but how? She seemed so shut off, so secluded that it worried him. "What's going on my fiery vampire fucker?" He asked, trying to alleviate some of the tension on the room. He pressed his lips against her neck gently, brushing up to her cheek.

"Relax little devil. I'm here, I've got you." He purred, into her ear, wrapping his arms around her once again. He pulled her into his chest, resting his chin gently on her head. "Rest little one."

Eto sighed quietly, relaxing into her warmth. "The oddly titled prince is fine, it wasn't Thorn's touch that harmed her, that probably did her a lot more good than she's willing to admit. It was the heat." He sighed again kissing up and down her neck slowly.

"What happened Don?" He asked quietly. "I've never seen you so... Down." There was obvious concern in his tone as he continues to touch and kiss her.

Eto listened and chuckled just shaking his head. "Lucy doesn't want to even try to get into Thorn's pants." He sighed a bit, his fingers running through her hair once again, the gesture meaning to comfort her, was also comforting the fiery haired vampire. "I couldn't really tell you more than I did. Just as your secrets aren't mine to tell, nor are Thorn's. I had no idea they would touch one another, usually they're both so... Formal?" He shrugged his shoulders a bit before curling up with her. "I'm not tryin' to keep you in the dark. Thorn rolled Amy, and Amy can't handle the heat Thorn produces..."

The fiery haired vampire slowly moved to sit upright, pulling his knees up to his chest. He moved slowly, almost sluggishly, thinking about being rolled. He shivered a bit, and it most certainly was not because of the cold. "When Thorn needs to feed, she feeds on emotions, latent is how she normally works. She just feeds off what's in the air, but touch..." He paused for a moment, contemplating all the ramifications of explaining this to his fiery friend.

"When you burned down the bar, and I saw that creature..." He refused to call that creature a demon, or a devil or anything of the sort. He was a beast of the worst kind and he was going to be put down. "Thorn does it in the opposite direction, she pulls those emotions out, feeds on them and that becomes energy for her. She feeds on the negative emotions. When she really rolls you, you're numb, every emotion, every feeling is just sort of... Gone..." He shook his head a bit. "And Amy is a bucket of bad feelings you know?" He asked, resting his chin on his knees.

Eto nodded a bit. "Matrea... When I saw what he did..." He shook his head a bit, the movement was awkward, more a tilting with his chin still resting on his knees. "And Amy control's the emotions, it doesn't necessarily mean that she doesn't have them. Just that she doesn't display them. She bottles them up, and for Thorn, that's like the finest bottle of wine, and the strongest alcohol imaginable." He shuddered a bit.

Amy, what a bucket of crazy that one was. So uptight and sure that her way was the only way, and all she wanted to do was to love Octavian, and in doing so she was destroying him. Ruby eyes seemed to fade for a moment, their razor sharp focus slipping into something... Less. What was the oddly titled prince going to do when everything exploded around her?

Eto's mind was far far away as she spoke, her words fluttering into his mind like a gust of wind after a long voyage. How could he explain the total feeling of being rolled, being so destroyed by an action that he had no emotional response too. He let out a soft sound, almost strangled and closed his eyes. "I can't explain this too you, why I know, and what I feel and have experienced. But I can show you, you can experience it, but I don't think you'll want too." He leaned his head back against his fiery little companion.

He'd seen her at her worst and he had no problems standing by her, could she see him at his and not recoil? He pondered that thought with the same almost empty vision he was gazing at the room with. "I can show you my Matrea, I can show you what he did to me. Hi name is Zelm, and he is the worst creature in existence. The only creature I actively avoid... But you do not have to suffer that experience if you choose not too." His voice was oddly hollow, not empty, there was obviously pain and fear there, but it was there only as a shadow of what it once was. Only as a shade of the pain it had caused him. Dulled like a sword that had seen to much war.